Just
as the worship music swelled and the sun spread its crystal clear
light through the trees, I raised my hands in glorious worship and
the LORD TOUCHED ME. Thank you, Jesus! He really touched me!! I
proclaim He touched me! Thank you, Jesus!
I
had told the Lord during the early morning hours, "I have gone
my limit, I can't deal with this pain!" I must have you Jesus
because I don't know what to do! This was on a Thursday morning. I
was instantly touched! The pain left and I slept like a baby Thursday
night with no pain! But, Saturday 3 am I began to get restless and
not sleeping, couldn't get comfortable. The pain started to give me
misery every way I turned, so I was up fairly early and I put my
worship music on and this is what I saw again. With my hands lifted
high, I began to praise God and declare my healing, as I watched the
Sun break forth into my room and most importantly into my heart. This
gave me so much hope...that I never walk alone...that He is always
near and He listens when I call.
Sometime
Saturday night before I was awakened at 3 am, I had a short
dream...and I believe it applies to my healing. I will say before I
start...I HATE SNAKES...just so you know. In this dream, I had a
small baby snake in my hands. It was very cold and I wanted to warm
it up (what???). So, I placed it on my chest next to my skin...and
tried to warm it. The next thing I remember, it clamped down on my
left forefinger and would not let go. I was not in pain or afraid,
but I saw the snake in a different light and I wanted it OFF my
finger. It took a while but it finally came off. That is all I
remember.
This is the meaning I received...sometimes pain wants to
come back and reside in our body...it comes as small pain...not like
it was before (vicious) but you know, it is the same pain...you began
to reason with it and think, oh I can take a Tylenol with thoughts
of, "I may continue to have a little pain," and before you
know it... that pain has latched back on with vengeance...not willing
to let go. I must see the enemy as the enemy and recognize him for
who he is. “Never give up and never give in to your enemy,” is a
great rule!
I
got up with a determination to seek the Lord at my window again and
raise my hands in worship to the ONE who Heals. I have made it good
all day. "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth
me," Philippians 4:13 KJV.
I
have continued to open my blinds and raise my hands to give God the
glory. I praise Him in my battle with pain. I am not willing to give
up! I press on and I will continue to claim my healing in the LIGHT
of His pure redemption! Thanks be unto God who gives us the
VICTORY!!! Today I have Victory in Jesus because I trust Him to help
me every day that I live. No, I haven't been pain-free all the time
but neither have I given up. I will continue to call on the Lord and
keep trusting in Him! I am determined to not lean on my own
understanding because when I do, I am helpless. I live in the power
of His might and continue to spread His good news because He
strengthens me! All for the Glory of God!
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